feeling and understanding

You have to really like your life and yourself in order to have good healthy friendships

And it doesn't mean your life has to be perfect

Something is always going to be wrong 

It is more productive working through things with positivity vs criticism 

It takes time repetition frequency and stability to work with clay

You can’t just manipulate it to do what you want 

You have to work with its current condition which you have to feel and sense and it will always have its ways of doing things and if you do not understand it, it will collapse

Hopefully i will create a beautiful life

I have just lost my understanding of it and have been letting other things and people take over

This will take the joy out of it

But if you really understand something it will be easy

And then perhaps you can find joy in teaching 

And then maybe you can keep exploring and learning without fear

This curiosity takes breaking down your understanding because you need humility in order to learn

It is just important to not let this break you down

You can’t let humility be your whole personality