In this lifetime there's been a lot of love I've had to let go of

As if in my past life I tried to control too much

Perhaps that's why i was ocd as a child 

And now I have wildly grown out of that

Maybe that's how the cycle works 

I have been taught how to let go 

And every chance in this life is a second one

And now Ive had the thought of what will I lose next? And if it is time to try to prevent 

Perhaps it is time to grow again 

But I need to lose everything first