I guess working friday nights has always been ideal

it’s a tough place to be, i don’t feel like i am really friends with anyone at this point, but i also don’t know why i am so skeptical

I have never really been a good friend. I never show up for some reason.

Then I tell myself I don’t want to be friends with them anyways and then in the end I think I will really be alone.

It feels too complicated. And it is too good to be able to choose what you really want to do.

I already saw friends today while working, I don’t think I need to be friends with people in finance. Perhaps I don’t need to be so adaptable,

Nevermind.

It’s really ok to have preferences, you don’t need to be afraid.