reasons I had stayed

Afraid at what point i might lose my nostalgia due to the way i frame it to motivate me 

When it should be the future

The sun rise over palms

The clouds still shadows

As tall as the sky itself

After being underwater for an unnatural amount of time 

I've lost a certain awareness about myself etc

Getting out of the ocean used to be luck

But i now know to read the timing of the waves

To learn without running away